Since I have been out here, I have struggled with the thought as in my purpose. I had no idea why God wanted me out here, and why I was feeling the need to leave every single day I was out here. My purpose is clearing up. I am here because I could not say "No" to this opportunity. While being out here, I have encountered some interesting experiences out here to say the least. The enemy is constantly trying to win me back by making sin seem like the only response to reach people out here. I know the truth though. I have seen my past and the past of many of my friends out here, and I am not happy to say that. I see a life of bondage and a life that has no purpose. I see people living so they can enjoy themselves, and not the company of others. The fact is...People matter. Other people that is. If we were to care more about people around us than ourselves, a lot of problems in this world would be deceased. My mission is to expose this lie that we have to carry about ourselves before others, because we can't care for others if we are not caring about ourselves. Christ blesses us in so many ways, and he only does that to whom he sees wants to be called "his". When we have that need to be called "his" we achieve the right to be blessed by him. When we are choose to be called "his" we are accepting his commadments into our lives and living by them. Christ blesses us, because he can. Our father in heaven blesses us not becasue he has to, but because he wants to.
I want to live like a rebel. I don't want to live by the worlds standards dand care about myself or be criticized by people who don't know what my "true" mission is. I live by a Christ-like standard and not a worldly standard. Could it be that I could get criticized for posting this...yes. I just want people to know the truth. To not live like hypocrites. To not live by tradition, but to live by God. He is constantly speaking to us through his word, through the holy spirit, and through others. Dont' listen to tradition or history. Listen as the holy spirit prompts you to. Live like a rebel. LIVE THE MISSION.
The Great Commission
Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."Go forth and fulfil your mission
In Truth,
Jeff
